不看，不听，不说。
P.S finally i understood what's happening !Labels: now i know.
i dont know.
P.S. huh ?Labels: i really dont know.
its sth i should have known from the start.
sth i should have expected.
its not surprising, but it matters.
its all coming back again.
all. over. again.
i want to
hide.
in a place where all these will never be brought up again. where i wouldnt be found.where i'd be away from everything. you.
P.S. i wish you'd give me some kind of assurance. sth to get me away from this horrible feeling.Labels: i really dont know what to do. ):
ogl workshop part 1 was over on monday ! (:
was successful if i must say.
really proud of the 32nd and the ogls. :D
had GREAT fun. hahaha.
havent had been so happy in ages.
esp now outings with bballers are rare. ):
really miss those crazy zhss days, no matter how much we claim to hate zhonghua, but we really do love it.
will find a way or another to go back to zhonghua on results release day.
the only time when we'll all go back. (:
watched avatar with the 32nd ytd !
hadnt watch such a nice movie for a long long time.
its really awesome, the effects and all.
should have watched 3D. shucks. but hello, since when can you find 3D movies in jubilee.
LOL. we had to go jubilee cos tickets at other places were all sold out. flat.
and with xinyu on my left and clarrie on my right, one keep shouting "BIRD BIRD BIRD" one "DRAGON DRAGON DRAGON", i still enjoyed the movie. haha.
after that went macs with cai mao and ziyuan to study and wait for weikit to go for tuition.
tuition was a total o.o cos the teacher goes on and on with speed equivalent to the speed of light and before i know whats going on she moves on to the next question. -.-
dinner-ed after that and home ! finally. (:
went ben chua's house with pipi, weikit and ziyuan today !
ziyuan left early. was SUPPOSE to do work. but apprently didnt.
haha. okay, at least i did 2 questions of MI ! with 1 not proven. -.-
they went to swim and i got splashed even though i didnt swim.
left at around 6plus cos ben was late for his movies with his parents.
boring life, boring days, bored ttm.
something's got to happen to spruce it up. please please please.
looking forward to some church thing with diggory tmrw though. :D
diggory ftw !
P.S. i hope this feeling will never ever go away. :D :D :DLabels: it doesnt matter. (:
i really feel lost with sometimes.
you make me speechless, stumped and leave me with that empty feeling.
but at times its another thing all together.
i dont know how to face it. or whether i want to face it.
urgh. just forget it.
P.S. i wish i didnt.Labels: so i guess its not possible ?
just had a diggory outing to steamboat at novena to celebrate jiankai's birthday and pooling session at kovan with the ballers ytd !
awesome fun during steamboat, esp when we only paid for 9 but we got yoga to eat too.
and the people working there found out about it. o.o
hahahahaha.
ate until damn full so we decided to go to united square to sit down and talk.
some left first then the rest of us continued sitting there and crap.
talked alot alot, still said ghost stories until we were all freaked out.
thanks to yongli for suggesting the idea lah ! HAHA.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOH JIAN KAI !checkout brian's photo taking skills. hahaha. he volunteered to take the picture ! we didnt force him ! hehe. :D
just went for nigel&catherine's wedding on sunday.
was really cool, like they had the dinner at fort canning park instead of in a hotel.
finally met ah le and all the cousins ! been sometime since i last saw them. ):
okay best cousin dont say i not nice okay ! hope you do well in your exams !
hahaha. we forever cannot go out together one lah. why poly and jc exams all different timings !
had been really busy due to orientation stuff. urgh, sometimes will really get cranky when things goes wrong or alot of things suddenly come up. :/
but currently things are still going smoothly, thankfully, even though some things are quite complicated and hard to manage. its really a rough period with so much work but thanks to everyone who put up with me and helped me by texting me to relieve my stress or just being there ! gam xia ah. hahahahahaha. thats so l4d parody. :D
really like next year's shirt for orientation. credits to pub it for that. (: awesome designs. i swear i'll steal the shirts first. haha. thats the only advantage of being head ! hehe.
reading through proposal naooooooooo. byeeeeeeeeee. you make me feel like i'm just a toy. someone to be there when you're bored or when you need company. you really pissed me off for these 2 days, once again the confusion all arise and i guess its really time to stop all this crap.
P.S. you should just go away instead of staying and screwing my thoughts up.
Labels: end it once and for all.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE ! :DDso old shit alr leh you. hahaha.
LTC ended ! ultimately fun, esp with my group.
diggory is like the best group of all lah.
hahaha.
MEMBERS OF DIGGORY : AMANDA, KAITING, CARMEL, WEITIEN, NOELLE, KAH MIN, ESTELLE, YONGLI, BRIAN, JIAN KAI, CHEE CHIANG & ME ! :DDD
and of course the prefects : ELYSIA & YOGAAAAAAA ! O_O
hahahahahhahahaha.
though the camp was tiring and dirty with loads of bird shit and fish head around, but with this group, you cant ask for anything more. (:
even though brian almost got scared to death when i didnt tighten the carribeana during belaying. HAHA. will never forget his :O face. classic ttm. :DD
kayaking with amanda was like awesome, we kept singing some weird songs to motivate ourselves. and those talks at night with carmel, kaiting, amanda and weitien. haha.
not to forget clarissa kor snatching sleeping bag with me ! lol ! night duty was the most tiring cos i had to wake up at 4am and 4.30am to do duty and after taht you cant sleep anymore cos there wasnt enough time to. ):
high elements was seriously the best, which our group probably owed others. hahaha.
totally enjoyed LTC. most awesome camp ever. (:
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slept from like 3pm till next day 12pm when i got back from camp.
lol. imbah totally.
tired leh. D:
woke up at 9pm when my bro threw sth black at me which turned out to be a new psp. -.-
kind of shocked and wanted to say sth but decided to forget it and go back to sleep. haha.
after that went marina square with mummy & jie to buy stuff needed for sunday's wedding.
ended up buying loads of other stuff instead. haha.
had dinner at hougang mall, walked around and crapped loads.
went home to realise mum&dad not home yet. :/
had to sit outside the door waiting for them.
continued shopping at tampines today, bought tons of shoes and other stuff too.
some idiot got cuts all over him, haha !
did 2 maths questions today ! kind of proud of myself.
who wants to go out study !
byeeeeeeeeee.
P.S it kinda sucks actually.i dont know what you're trying to do. you just leave me hanging and dont know whats happening. gave me hope then made me realise everything i thought was wrong. urgh ! why dont you just go and leave me alone. cos thats what i'm intending to do.Labels: grasping for an empty hope.
