STAYING AT HOME DOING GEOG LIKE OHMYGAWDZXZXZXZXZX.

what the hell am i thinking !
maybe i'll run to sentosa to join them later on.
awesome.

i dont know whats wrong with my printer. grozz. make me pissed. >:(
we finished packing 1000 packs of orientation packs ytd !
stayed in school until like around 10pm to finish packing.
was in school since 8am okay !
@#$*#$*^@$@#$

stayed up until 7am last night to finish slides for monday.
cos my deadline was 7am. -.-
what kind of timing is that ?! thanks seriously.

argh. i think i'm getting cranky.
not enough sleep.
keep ranting about alot of things. BYE.

4 MORE DAYS TO ORIENTATION.

P.S i seriously hate it when someone text a "ok". what do you expect me to reply ? zzz. -.-

Labels: and you had to do it.

finally blocks are O-V-E-R.
okay they were over on weds for me.
but its like frigging happy cos life seriously sucked when you have to study like hell even though school just started.
i still went back to school to wish them lucks for chem paper okay ! (: aint i kind. LOOOOOOL.
even though i ended up laughing at them.
hahaha.

stayed in council room and watched gossip girls with clarrie while the others mug for their last paper.
they went for dinner and i went kovan to meet smart kid and helped him buy pen ink.
his paper A alr lah ! i buy the ink leh ! hahaha.

counting down to orientation ! its like. 7 days away ? x(

P.S. treasuring my days left in college more and more.

Labels: i need more sleep.

first day of school today was alright.
ytd's open house was awesome ! haha.
really good job to both house exco and 32nd ! (:

OPA went to meet mr kwek and ms ng to discuss about orientation just now.
everything's coming along smoothly and getting more and more visible.
just hope he wouldnt change his mind halfway like he always does.

kind of having the olevels feeling again though. just that this time its worse. :/
block test next week = big fat U.
yeah i know partly i'm lazy, but when i want to study there aint enough time for me to do so.
sigh. life sucks !

kaixi suggested that day maybe me&ah kor can go play for them if they dont have enough people.
was thinking about it on the way home today.
kind of a random thought but i really want to play and train.
&also, i'll play if they give me jersey number 7. (:
but alas, still have to see how orientation and studies first.
right now studies and council comes before anything.
i really treasure every single one of my 32nd and the cca as a whole.
they are really my motivation and drive at times, esp when you cant find a reason to carry on.

kind of contridicting since i'm always so tense and stressed up and cant do well cos of council, but yeah. you wouldnt understand unless you are part of it. haha.

missing my bballers loads. arghhhhhhhhh ! :<

block test's a piece of rock ! blah.

P.S. 不懂得道歉我没那么聪明。
就让我等 就算我冷 至少我陪着你.

Labels: cos i still choose to believe.

remind me to follow kaixi when she goes to take her pay next time. haha !
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you made my day ! wheeee~ :D

anyway, think my juniors are really smart cos alot of them got like 8, 9 or 11 raw.
was wondering. what could have been different if i had gotten a 8 or 7, or sth that can get me into vjc or njc ?
or if i had gotten more than that and i chose poly.
not that i'm unhappy with anything. just kinda wondering.
if i hadnt come ny, alot of things would have been different.
things that i never want to leave and things i really want to get rid of real badly.

P.S. arghhhhhh. sucks totally. ):

Labels: what can i say ? i mean seriously luh.

19 DAYS TO ORIENTATION 2010 !
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love meeting up with seniors. (:

havent been coming home for dinner for a long long time.
really long.
think not just mum, but daddy is angry too.
feel kind of guilty and all. its not that i dont want to talk at home.
but i dont know what and how to phrase my words.
if they come out wrong then you'll get more upset. yet i cant do anything.
correction. perhaps its me not making an effort to do anything.

sigh. give me a wishing star.
i want to make a wish. now.

block test's a total bitch. timetable's screwed. homework is crap.
i dont know whats right in my life right now.
help me set it straight will you ?

P.S. ghost of the past.

Labels: it keeps returning.

council retreat was awesome shitzxzxzxzxz.
hahahaha. fun like mad ! :D
even though at times quite irritating cos like we cant go out play and all at night, but being able to spend time with 32nd is enough to make me happy seriously. (:
first day was fruitful, with all the talks and all.
second day was fun and joy. played loads of games.
i was the sole survivor for the step on your friend's balloon game !
hehe. sorry lah clarrie dont keep cursing me okay ! lol.

going to write my script and prepare for tmrw's 9min ppt presentation. ):

cant wait for show luo's new album !

习惯就好

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awesome lyrics seriously.

P.S. 习惯就好.

Labels: that heart wrenching feeling.