That Should Be Me

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy

Do you do what you did, what you did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me?
'Cause baby, I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me

That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies?
Whatcha doing to me?

You're taken' him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working 'cause you know

That, that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me

That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that should be me

I need to know should I fight for our love or disown?
It's getting harder to shield this pain in my heart, ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me

That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that that should be me, ooh

Holding your hand, that should be me
The one making you laugh, oh baby
Oh, that should be me, yeah

That should be me, giving you flowers
That should be me, talking for hours
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me

Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
Never should've let you go
That should be me

Never should've let you go
Never should've let you go
That should be me

Labels: I really hope she treats you well.

What you did was right, what I said was also right.
Time heals everything.
You took my advice, wasn't suppose to be for me, but. I got a taste of it.

had to force myself to avoid your gaze everytime you look my way.

Labels: looks like that's the only way I can look at you without looking away.

Is this a joke ? Just when I was looking through all our past convos and was closing it cos I couldn't take it, and your name had to pop up on the screen, staring right back at me.

And not just once, this happened many times already. Everytime when I force myself not to look at your profile or just looking at out photos, you, out of the blue, will pop out and either start a chat or smth. And I don't do that often too ? WHY PEOPLE UP THERE YOU ALSO SO HEARTLESS :( LET ME FORGET HIM CANNOT IS IT.

Sigh, who can I blame, when I obviously still miss you. And you obviously miss another girl. Another girl who's a c_______.

Labels: everytime I'll laugh when I look back at our conversations then suddenly stop when I realized it will never happen again.

What have I been doing to my life ?
Should have went for the Adam khoo training sessions. I listened to you, and I crushed my own dreams on my hands. My very own stupid hands.

And I lost you.

Labels: stilldomissyouurgh