Thought I meant sth to you, until I see you treating everyone the same way. :c

Its always me thinking too much everytime. EVERYTIME.

sigh, what to do.

Labels: I should stop opening my heart so readily. sigh.

Why must you be another Y. You are just like him, giving other people hopes, giving them illusions, making them think you might feel sth for them too then when they are falling deeper, you leave and throw whats left of them, all shattered at a side.

Do you know how much it hurts for them ? I do. So now I have to learnt, learn how to keep away, so I wouldn't end up the same as them.

I don't know how, I really don't know how you manage to do this. It's only been weeks, not even a month, and your absence can make me feel uneasy, it's scary, it's really scary.

I know you still can't forget her, I know you still haven't let go and I know before you do, nothing's possible.

Tell you a secret.
I think I'm not fit enough to be with you. Neither do I think you'll ever consider me.

That being said, I have no idea why am I still feeling so afghsbysntshaqtsnz inside :( I really don't understand why. And I hate this feeling very very much.
*sigh*

Please let this feeling go away.

Labels: why do I feel kinda torn inside.