That day after you left school, I went into your class and picked up the broken fragments of your heart and brought it home. It didn't get cleared away by any cleaners, it's with me.

I kept every single piece of our memories, from your the broken hp strap to your photo to the pick you gave.

I still remember those late night conversations and those bus rides.
It's not that I can't let go, but rather, it's just how much I treasure those days.
Cuz you were the only one who could make me feel this way.

I think you're getting on well with your life now, I want you to. I really hope someone else comes along and treats you genuinely, treat you like what you deserve.

Somewhere deep down inside, I know that's where you'll always live. As a part of my fondest memories.

:)

I shouldn't assume.
Assuming and expecting.
It ruins everything.

I used to be so sensitive to people, knowing when they feel uncomfortable or unhappy. But now.
I think eventually I got tired of caring about people and yet when I am not right they don't give a damn.
And unknowingly, I've became like one of them.
Sometimes I know it actually, know that something's not right. But I didn't bother to ask or think further into it. Cos I just assume. And i'm really tired.
Of giving yet not receiving the same thing that I gave others.

I know I should ask what people can give me. But I'm human too, and I get tired. I make mistakes.

I hate it when I hurt others cos of my own tiredness and I know apologizing don't work cos they'll forever rmb what you've done to them. But I really don't mean it.

Slap yourself awake bitch. You're not living in a dream.

Self reflection @ 2.04 in the morning.

HAPPY GIRL IS ME ALREADY ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! NUS NUS ! GO YIMEI GO GO GO !

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

I hate getting looked down at.
I am so going to prove all of you wrong.
You'll regret for saying those things.
Regret for not choosing me.

Thanks for giving me this motivation.
Never will I get looked down again.
Fucking never.