I want someone to pat my head now and tell me it's alright. Anyone. :( I'm stressed. Like really stressed. You won't understand unless you are in my position. With so many eyes on you and expectations on your back. Sometimes it feels even hard to just breathe.

And why are those people so free. Why they want to know so much about my life ? I heard some check my fb everyday ? For what ? Best is some went to infer things which ain't even true and starts spreading it. Win already then. We don't even talk in real life or even had any form of communication before so how much do you actually know about me, or rather, how well enough do you know me to say things like that ? And I don't even know some of you. ._. I'm NOT trying to act popular or whatsoever. Just kind of angry cos it drags my friends down too and they didn't do anything. Maybe i'm just feeling vexed. Heh. I don't know. Exam stress. Sigh.

I really wonder where you get your courage from sometimes. You are so brave. Really. Well, at least you dare to fight for what you want. Not afraid to let anyone or even the one know how you feel. Unlike me. Been like that since forever. Don't dare to express my true feelings for anything.

Alright. I should study.