I shouldn't assume.
Assuming and expecting.
It ruins everything.
I used to be so sensitive to people, knowing when they feel uncomfortable or unhappy. But now.
I think eventually I got tired of caring about people and yet when I am not right they don't give a damn.
And unknowingly, I've became like one of them.
Sometimes I know it actually, know that something's not right. But I didn't bother to ask or think further into it. Cos I just assume. And i'm really tired.
Of giving yet not receiving the same thing that I gave others.
I know I should ask what people can give me. But I'm human too, and I get tired. I make mistakes.
I hate it when I hurt others cos of my own tiredness and I know apologizing don't work cos they'll forever rmb what you've done to them. But I really don't mean it.
Slap yourself awake bitch. You're not living in a dream.
Self reflection @ 2.04 in the morning.