Just the thought of you staying up late to talk to another her makes my heart wrench and stomach cringe so much it hurts. Thinking how it used to be us pains me even more.

Why is it so easy for you ? Why does it seem like you can so effortlessly forget me and throw me aside ? Am I really that insignificant ?

It hurts because you ended it all so abruptly, when I just started getting used to you, thought everything was fine, then suddenly bam and you were gone. No replies no nothing. I didn't even know what happened.

And now because there wasn't a proper ending, you leave me here, hanging, falling :'(

I'm sorry, if its cos I probe too much into your life, been too paranoid about you with other girls, I'm really sorry. I know it was stupid and redundant.

If only things can be like before again. I'd give anything for things to go back to before. Cos I miss you and I really wish I could be there esp the past few days when you were down. I typed so many texts, ready to be sent out, but eventually it all got backspaced. All because i was too cowardy, i was afraid. And i regretted, cos i really wanted to cheer you up if i could. Just like the letter i took back. I'm just a stupid coward :( but i miss you. Really do. :(((((

Hope she can make you laugh now. Hope she can make your day, make you happy.

Hate it when I lose a close friend like you :( urgh D:

Labels: I think this will just be another post where I'll look back and laugh at myself for being so stupid.