I know, I can feel that this is coming to an end and we won't be like how we used to be anymore. All those meet ups we had that I know I'll never forget, late night conversations on the phone, chats till someone falls asleep, texts we exchanged, it will be over soon.
It will be because I'm leaving, I won't be there till 6am anymore, won't be there to hear you play your guitar, won't be there to fall asleep and wait for your phonecall, won't be there to give you morning calls, won't be there to be late for breakfast, won't be there to tickle your arms, won't be there to buy you strepsils for your performance, won't be there to laugh at the straw hats we bought, won't be there to play situational games, won't be there to go all the way to your house then cab home, won't be there to walk all the shortest routes with you or circle round the same area for 78461582 times, won't be there to threaten you to put your pikachu into milo's cage, won't be there at red mountain, won't be there to stop you from doing things that'll injured yourself, won't be there to annoy you, won't be there to make your day, won't be there for everything and so many more things.
Not that I don't want to stay, you don't know how much I want to be doing those things I said above, every single day, but it seems like you are getting bored and everything I do, every text I send seems to be making you tired instead of the other way round, I dont want you to talk to me cos you have to, but because cos you want to. There's still so many things I wanted to do with you, going to USS, going jamming, seeing you perform, let you see Milo, see your coco, challenge level 30 buffalo wings, competing on NBA. But it's all never gonna happen now. :/
I really don't know what happened, whether it's cos I did sth wrong or because of sth I said, whether im not good enough, or whether it's you running away or simply just because you just got tired of this, tired of me, I never got to get an explanation.
But I'm really gonna miss you and all those times. I know I will. will you ?
Sigh.
Labels: maybe someday.